Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Went down to st marg to share bridge diagram together with Yux, Sze, Angela, Chermaine and Pearline today. Thank you every single one of you for adding strength to st marg and doing this together with me(:
Guess what guess what! I shared bridge diagram to a girl and she said the sinner's prayer on the spot((:Super amazed by how God's moving because this is my first ever succeeded bridge diagram convert and the first st marg girl that i brought in.
To think yesterday during shepherding i was just debating with Ang about the issue of converts bringing in personally or through people. I guess i am pretty prideful in the sense that i would want to see converts bring in through myself or by the pioneerers working on st marg. Its like we've been putting in lots of effort with the school that we're working on and sometimes i dont want to just know that the fruits will come by a heart knowledge but by the visible things to keep me going. Not that i will just stay there and rot though if i didnt see it but you get where im coming from la. I do understand that God works through many ways too so people if you got st marg girls, do help me with it okay? I promise i will love you more. HAHA. Anyhows, i also always cant understand why God just gave others fruit so easily though some dont work hard for it but why is it that i have been working so hard but fruit just seem so distant from me. But well i think God has His own unique ways of handling things and as much as i dont understand why, all i have to do is to follow still because i know God knows best and He'll bless me with the right thing at the right time.
Reflecting back to what happened just now, im simply in awe by God. Funny how He leads me to share to the girl and how God make her so open and responsive in hearing what i've got to say. Thank God for Angela for helping me with the sinner's prayer part which i dont know how to continue and also for teaching me so much things for pioneering. HAHAHA. Im so happy i can do 100000 somersaults now.
One classic example of how serving God can be such a joy. Though the process is hard, but it's definitely worthwhile.
.:sherlyn:. @ 11:45 PM